it's a big audacity from me to write you, but it's necessary for me, to read my message.
In fact, I don't know English well and don't judje me.
First of all, I'm Maru Kiladze from Georgia (Georgia is a country, in east Europe) and I admire of you. It's an amazing time when I see you on USTREAM because your one word, one smile is enough for my happynes.
It has been five years already, I love you and whole US5, but I hadn't have a chance to meet you. I was hurt when you arranged fan meetings I enoyed of other girls.
In spite of the fact that I know I'll never meet you, I'm happy that you exist.
Every night, you are by my side, in my dreams and I'm the happyest woman all over the world. Dreams never give up me.
One day I was so ill and I thought about my death, and I told my best friend 'if I die today tell Richie Stringini-I loved him' You die then, when I die.
Do you know, I'm writing a book about you. It's so funny for others, but necessary for me. I think when you read it you'll laughing much.
I know now you're smiling about dull, airhead, crazy little girl... hey, it's me... LOL
if I'm crazy just because I love you.
My life... hmmm... it's the hardest thing. I don't know who I'm, what I want, who I need. but this is my one and only life and it's a great and terrible and short and endless thing and none of us come out of it alive. I think I'm still a kid I feel like a six years old child... more... I'm gonna be 17 until the end of the world.
My life is without boys... I don't need them. At all of the dates I speak a lot about you, and then boys run away.... LOL.
I want to continue studying in Germany. because my lovely boys (you) are there. but now I don't know. If you were in Chicago, I don't want Germany.
hmmm... I think that is all, I want to say yet.
ah, one question... where is Chris? have you relationship with him? I miss him so much.
Hope you'll enjoy it...
I'll write you again soon, if you have a desire.
P.S. I will always love you.
Yours, Maru
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